I Cry

I am not a crier. The last time I really cried was probably eight years ago. Well, until tonight, anyway.

My point is that I am not dealing very well with this. At all. It is causing me to feel horribly depressed, and I am without my one reasonably healthy coping mechanism.

It’s enough that I am wasting so much space; I don’t need to fill it with negativity too. I am going on hiatus.

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7 responses to “I Cry

  1. Take care of yourself, love. *hugs* Will be thinking of you xxx

  2. I’m so sorry about what’s happened to you.

    I know that nothing I say will make things any better: I did worry when you started running/biking that you might end up with similar dependencies to me in terms of using exercise as a coping mechanism. It’s not healthy to keep using it that way when injured though, as my stupidity often proves.

    It’s good that you were able to cry, because repressing those emotions would only amplify them. But I completely understand why you can’t face blogging: I disappear when I’m unable to run too. I just really hope things improve ASAP.

    *huge hugs*

    xxx

  3. I’ve been thinking about you, hoping things are going okay over there, and hate to read that that is not the case 😦 I hope things get better soon – you’ll be in my thoughts and please, if you need anything, anyone to vent/yell to, I’m here. I’m rooting for you πŸ™‚
    xoxo
    j

  4. Sometimes a good cry is the only way to cope with things. I’m sorry that you’re having such a hard time with this, but please don’t call yourself a waste of space 😦 Because it’s completely untrue. You’re fabulous, whether you’re running or not. You just have to realize that. I’m here if you ever need anyone ❀ ❀

  5. 😦
    I’m thinking of you ❀ I do hope you feel better physically and emotionally soon.
    xxx

  6. imaginenamaste

    take care of you….thinking about you! don’t forget how wonderful you are–each and every part and word of you.

  7. Thinking of you, L. And if you want to talk this through in person, we live in the same city. Seriously!

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